Baby

You know it's pretty much strange that right now while we're still taking a break off, you are sad; we both are, yet you still call me Baby so naturally, so lovingly, so dearly.... I guess it's more than touched that I'm feeling now. I hope you'll understand that I just need a period off, be alone and think and reflect and calm myself down and cleanse my mind, have a peace of mind and be clueless of the past unhappiness, quarrels and dislikes. I truly pray that in this period I can miraclely change. In your name baby I pray....

Hope

I hope that at the end of the day, no matter how much we quarrel, how much we may distance, how much we feel empty, how much we lack that sense of love, how much we hate each other, ......
We still belong to each other. That's what I call Love.

Lousy

Hi Blue,

I'm feeling lousy about myself. Lousy that each time I get defeated by M. I can't, can't resist.
Lousy that I failed to make use of time, failed to study cause of M.

I hate M. I should never have get to know it.

Bleed

It's really painful to cry using your heart.

the silent cry.

'cause heart doesn't tear, they bleed....

Blue

For the first time in my life, I met Blue.

Tonight is a shit night.

You lied. Terribly.

Till you admitted.

You asked for forgiveness. Granted.

You gummed.

Got caught.

I have to keep mum.

What's next? I really

cant

sleep.